Being consumed by darkness
Its not the first time I have been here
I have been here before
many times before
there is no echo here
where am I in this place
does this even exist
so empty so blind
so trapped and lost
only the sound of my crys
the cold wet feeling of tears
so tired of being lonely
but no one ever seems to understand
maybe they care maybe they dont
am I too complicated
am I too stupid
am I not pretty enough
many moments
alone........
alone.
alone............
Many hours the silence will go through
seemingly it rings through my ears
it has a distinct buzzing sound
almost like torture i can feel the burn
I crave for an ending I blast music
i talk out loud hearing myself speak
I tear through the place yelling
there is chaos
but buzzing still buzzes
never ending
is insanity taking over
some would say so
like a wave of unbelief
I say no no
but i fall down
am washed away with nightmares
